I know this day will come someday... I like to write and blogging gives me that platform and opportunity to write; about myself, my struggles, my frustration. This blog will basically gonna be more negative than positive... This is my second blog and the main reason why I started on this is to retain that anonymity while I let my emotion go, without worrying about how it will hurt those around me who read my postings... That moment when my girlfriend went into a fit of anger after misinterpreting a posting I've made in my original blog, I knew immediately that I need another blog, without anyone knowing.... Badly. Its tiring explaining and pacifying her but I love her too much to just let her go... Besides, she is not the first person who get pissed off for what I wrote... So I just took the easy way out and start a new blog.

Just a simple background about myself (simple enough not to give my identity away):

I'm a leader in my religious group. The weird thing is, strictly speaking, I'm not a member of this religious group but rather a believer. I'm not exactly comfortable with this leadership role, simply because I don't think I am knowledgeable enough about the studies of this religion to lead effectively. Moreover, I can never seems to agree with my senior leaders on certain issues... It just drives me nuts at times...

I'm an part-time student studying at night while holding a contract job during the day. A lot of people thinks that I'm smart and that my results are good. Truth is, I'm struggling like mad and my results (for the past one year) are absolutely crap. Basically, my good results during the first year have fooled most people around me and somehow, I'm being stereotyped as it is.

I hate my job. Not because I cannot get along with my colleagues. We actually get along pretty well. I hate my job because its a job that I've out grown it. I need a new challenge, so that I can reignite my drive to work. Don't tell me about asking for new challenges from my boss. The last time I did that, he gave me a new "important responsibility" of franking letters!!! >.<>
posted by Nick @ 10:40 AM

I know this day will come someday... I like to write and blogging gives me that platform and opportunity to write; about myself, my struggles, my frustration. This blog will basically gonna be more negative than positive... This is my second blog and the main reason why I started on this is to retain that anonymity while I let my emotion go, without worrying about how it will hurt those around me who read my postings... That moment when my girlfriend went into a fit of anger after misinterpreting a posting I've made in my original blog, I knew immediately that I need another blog, without anyone knowing.... Badly. Its tiring explaining and pacifying her but I love her too much to just let her go... Besides, she is not the first person who get pissed off for what I wrote... So I just took the easy way out and start a new blog.

Just a simple background about myself (simple enough not to give my identity away):

I'm a leader in my religious group. The weird thing is, strictly speaking, I'm not a member of this religious group but rather a believer. I'm not exactly comfortable with this leadership role, simply because I don't think I am knowledgeable enough about the studies of this religion to lead effectively. Moreover, I can never seems to agree with my senior leaders on certain issues... It just drives me nuts at times...

I'm an part-time student studying at night while holding a contract job during the day. A lot of people thinks that I'm smart and that my results are good. Truth is, I'm struggling like mad and my results (for the past one year) are absolutely crap. Basically, my good results during the first year have fooled most people around me and somehow, I'm being stereotyped as it is.

I hate my job. Not because I cannot get along with my colleagues. We actually get along pretty well. I hate my job because its a job that I've out grown it. I need a new challenge, so that I can reignite my drive to work. Don't tell me about asking for new challenges from my boss. The last time I did that, he gave me a new "important responsibility" of franking letters!!! >.<>
posted by Nick @ 10:40 AM

This is actually my second blog. A blog which I do not want my friends to know... So that i can let this be an outlet of my feelings without worrying about how it may unintentionally hurt those that sees it... Ignorance is sometimes a bless...

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